[A small shrug of acknowledgement.]

Before that journey into memories, I would have said no. And I've had no issues with anyone apart from you two. Perhaps it took this long for it all to sink in. But whatever fleeting satisfaction that may exist for me here- I know not the shape of it. Nor whether I'll find it, if it even exists.

[Another frown, though it's directed more towards the wall than at her.]

Yet to be reminded that my only success may be in death... 'tis not the kindest thing, Irhya.